~♥~Exiled~♥~

Bullets Family

2011-07-31T14:15:00.003+08:00

Hi dead blog~

after many months i decided to update for fun =P . . .

This is me Bullets team ~ ^@^ *missing afew peeps* I love them to death~

we finished 3rd place in c3 =) . . . But it don't matter . . I'm glad I got to compete with them~ haha . .

This has to be the best team ever . . In relationship wise ;) . . . we're like a 2nd family to each other. . . All brother's and sisters =) . . . Its love~ Its beautiful ^@^

After the competition I didn't see most of them for quite awhile... was really sad. . but when I saw everyone again . . I felt like crying . . After missing them for so long . . . and seeing them again was like the peak of my happiness . . . wanted to hug everyone and drag them into a box to keep them forever =P . . .

aside from that, I've been real bummed out since yesterday . . . night . . lol . . . i feel like i need to get out. . but I feel lazy . . I can't explain this feeling . . Its beyond words can describe. . . i think it hurts. . . i think its confusing. .. i think its hanging. . . i think its troubling . . . i don't know. . . I always smile the pain away . . laugh my miseries off . . . always hiding behind dark curtains. . . hoping to jus not get notice . . living life invisibly . . . so I won't get into anything or any trouble . . but still looking for something . . But I don't know what i'm looking for . . I'm just a lil lost . . or very lost. . . Just need someone who will believe me . . be proud of me . . notice me . . love me? . . . lol . .

k i'm lazy to write or spill anymore. . .

XOXO's

2011-03-09T01:23:00.003+08:00

I've lost innocence that I once had

What can I do?

Everyday is a challenge for me

I smile I laugh I forget everything bad for a moment,Then it comes back...All my mistakes,all the darkness

I block all feelings and emotions from getting to me,but it seems life is bringing me down on its own universal ways

The more I try to keep happy and joyful,the worst life gets.Is the devil trying to do something? Am I being tested here?? Am I to pay for my past mistakes?

Have I brought so much on myself?

I'm living in silent regrets,what can I do to what has been done

I move away from the past

I'm a sinner

I'm fighting for what I ought to believe in

I'm lost,hoping to be found

I don't know where to go,what to do,or what I'm doing anymore

I'm a devil

I'm an angel

XOXO's

I FUCKING LOVE THEM~!!!

2011-02-28T00:12:00.002+08:00

T.T these are my girls

I love them to bits

I'm literally speechless lah

They got me these... Because I recently bought these same exact things.. but I lost them...And I was going thru some hard time... was really upset about the whole week of fucked up things... and then... they just touched my heart everyday T.T ALWAYS MAKING ME CRY!!! T.T sobs... I love them

Christine also!! she got me and Jolene Justin Bieber cd's~ T.T

Thru these weeks... I've realised how blessed I am... No matter how much I've lost... I've always had the best by side, I was just too sad to realise it... I'm forever grateful for all the blessings I have in my life... And all the people whom I love oh so much

I love them since the beginning! But the thing's they do for me just ... seriously... *touched* I'm literally crying still since bout an hour ago.. i duno if i'm just happy or over joyed or more!! T.T

You guys are my lifesaver... I will forever Keep you in my heart... T.T God know's it~

My dinner

Emo one corner~

Strawberry and choc... freggin BLISS~~~

XOXO's

2011-02-23T02:42:00.002+08:00

Tumblr.

Just started a new account in tumblr... seems pretty cool!!! =D

so I most prob will blog there more... depends... or both at the same time!!! ahahaha

well not like it matters anyways... doubt many ppl read my blog newayz =P so its like i'm talking to my own head yeah?

^@^

Tumblr is sooo pretty~!

KAY

GNITE!! =3

XOXO's

2011-02-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

ღ

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date
You can be the hero
And I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

ღ

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you 'cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

ღ

Cause you're the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

ღ

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages
You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

ღ

Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

ღ

You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya
I love the way that you smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

ღ

Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry
Hook
Cause your the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for u)
U take the both of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two(yeah, yeah)

ღ

XOXO's

2011-02-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

So stubborn,so high off pride,she thinks to herself " I won't till you do first " vice versa

I'm gonna do it, No I'm not,It messes with her mind.Blurring all judgement unable to decide

She need's,she wants,she ....(i can't find that word) ...

alone,the feeling that eats you up till your left to nothing

Pierced through the heart with a hot burning dagger fresh from the heat of a fiery forge

Leave,Stay,just hold my hand

ღ

She may be confused about a lot of things but she knows is that the only time she's truly happy is when she's with him

ღ

XOXO's

2011-02-18T02:53:00.004+08:00

Why am I down?

I've already gone through so much... Whats worst is that i've been having the worst weeks...Was cheered up awhile a lil... But then more came crashing down... I'm not completely giving up on life... But... I feel the temptation to be reckless all over again...Macam mana???

LOL stupid B.M came out naturally...Been studying all day since 2 days ago... All in BM!!! @.@ ... Hard to concentrate... thinking... we were fine like just a few days ago... But now... it was all cause I had to bring up that subject all over again... *stupid me* lol.. only self blame

"It will be ok,everything's gonna be fine"

Not realising that everything isn't ok nor fine

"I wanna hold you all night and never let you go"

Seems like a thousand blue moon has to pass for that to happen

Does your heart speak of different languages from your mind?

Why would it be so hard to understand?

Does your insecurities blur your judgement of what is right and wrong?

Does the guilt in your soul blacken your days?

Have you really lost your ways?

Have you forgotten your values

You've let it go,You can grab it back.. You just choose not to... And this is where you are

STUCK

stuck in a place you don't wanna be in,but refuse to leave

You think you're the only one at war?

In between evil and good

Please save her

XOXO's

2011-02-17T17:21:00.002+08:00

ღ

You set my soul at ease
Chased darkness out of view
Left your desperate spell on me
Say you feel it to
I know you do
I've got so much more to give
This can't die, I yearn to live
Pour yourself all over me
And I'll cherish every drop here on my knees

ღ

I wanna love you forever
And this is all I'm asking of you
10,000 lifetimes together
Is that so much for you to do?
Cuz from the moment that I saw your face
And felt the fire in your sweet embrace
I swear I knew.

I'm gonna love you forever

My mind fails to understand
What my heart tells me to do
And I'd give up all I have just to be with you
and that would do
I've always been taught to win
And I never thought I'd fall
Be at the mercy of a man
I've never been
Now I only want to be right where you are.

ღ

In my life I've learned that heaven never waits no
Lets take this now before it's gone like yesterday
Cuz when I'm with you there's nowhere else
That I would ever wanna be no
I'm breathing for the next second I can feel you
Loving me ... I'm gonna love

ღ

XOXO's

What can I say?

2011-02-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

Valentine's was a bliss

In a way that will be remembered always

I'm not talking bout just romantic's ppl~! I'm talking bout memorable in so many ways... Its like a perfect disaster??? i don't know how else I can put it in words~ Its wasn't bad.. but it was awesome and funny and fun and scary... too much to describe... Just know that it's memorable...

Suppose to be studying now... But just can't concentrate... My vision is blurred

I've been punched metaphoricly speaking

I don't know why it should be expected to happen sometime soon or whatever... I don't expect anything bad from anything... Thing's happen...I wanna fix it... But it's always the other one who wants to live with how things are and go on with life as it is....

How would you know if this is where life is suppose to go? Why not just step out of life? Take a risk... Take that chance... How can you tell me that you won't have regrets if you've never tried?

You're haunted by you're insecurities and past and everything else behind you...You let that bother you too much for you to realise how short life is... Life happens... don't reject it thinking that time is all you need... I'm not rushing you up... But you've had all the time in the world... Would you wanna look back in 50 years time and wish that you've not been like this ?

Everything that bother's you is all in your head... No one is stopping you... Don't let opportunities pass you by... Grab it and don't let it go... Cause you'll never know if you'll ever get that chance again

Don't ignore what you feel in your heart... Sometimes its your mind that you follow too much.. You've let yourself slip through the dark...When will you start to look up and find the light? Isn't life worth the fight? You should know by now that you give up too easily... You give up on yourself way too easily... You used to be so full of light and joy... Now you're only giving yourself away to evil and drowning in the dark hoping time will help you out of it... But no... untill you've realised it.. time is only there to procrastinate... Only you can make the stand to change and fight for yourself

Don't think no one know's what you're going through... Everyone definetly know's.. no matter how bad it is... Its all the same shit... The more you drown in it... the more you will cry out for help... But no one can help you... Everything is within your hands

If you even care... You'd take this in strongly...

Ignorance is just an excuse

XOXO's

P.s~ thx for everything... =)

I've been BUSY!

2011-01-12T22:00:00.002+08:00

hahahah sooo i've decided not to private this.... BLOG.. instead... i've created another private one ;D

nyehehehe~ so more personal things shall be in that one.. =3

DEAD~! wahahaha... too much to update that everything seems outdated d

blah~ =3 been busy anyways...

XOXO's

nth much to say

Quicks update MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS~~

2010-12-28T03:14:00.003+08:00

Awhhh mannn~ i missed out on posting and updating loadz of things!!! bumz~ been sooo super duper busy =/

*not really*

hehe been gaming a whole lot since my oldest bro came back *yay* HE'S SOOO DIFF NOW!!! like 80% diff... hahaha he's soo.... friendly??? OMIGOSHHH~~ its like... the U.S makes you diff... *i don't noe what i'm saying*

he's just nicer... feel bad that i haven't went out with him.. that much bumz~ But i shall BRING HIM SHOPPING!!! *oh so weird* stating the fact that i've only been out with him for ONCE in my life... *unintentionally* AWKWARD~~ SERIOUSLY!

Me and my oldest brother never had the close sibling bond... we weren't even friends... more like... neighbors that barely spoke to each other... soo seeing him in such a diff angle and a totally diff person... is just... TOO WEIRD!! 19 years of my life i knew him as a fierce uncaring OVERPROTECTIVE mean brother... now its like... he died and rose from the dead or some shit... the other 20% that is still intact with him since last time is that he still gets VERY angry when he games XD~~~ ahahahaha~ now he curses less....*or at least he tries to* WAHAHAH...

kayz im super tired... that's all i feel like blogging now... GNITE~!

XOXO's

I'VE DECIDED~!!! unless i change my mind =D

2010-12-15T22:59:00.003+08:00

oh dayum he's hot~ i don't know who this is~ but was looking to put a picture =)

hahaha *tssss*~

anyways~ YES PEOPLE! I HAVE DECIDED!!!

TO~!!!

are you ready?

hehehe

I've

decided

PRIVATE my BLOG! =3

hahaha not joking ~ i dunno why... but unless you can change my mind XD hahahaha

private it for... fun~ i'll private it by end of this month ^@^~ after new years~

I'm not sure if i want to~ since i'm so lazy~ maybe i'll private it FOREVER~ or maybe just for awhile... like a few months till i wanna unprivate it again =D

so yeah~ I haven't been able to update much cause some WOMAN *len* din giv my pictures T.T~

kayz i have also decided to quit some stuff's~ time for changes ^@^~ and maybe learn new things~ hehehe... SHALL update ya'll if anything~ hahx

Love , peace and hope ppl!

XOXO's

2010-12-03T17:29:00.003+08:00

ღ

For a moment you had me in your grasp,It took only a second for me to get loose and fall from you

For a moment you had your eyes on me,It took only a second for me to disappear to thin air

For a moment it was daylight in our world,Now darkness covers your lonesome sky

For a moment you had the world in your hands,You let it go too easily and now its gone

For a moment you had a choice to make,Now you're wishing in regrets

For a moment you thought it was fine,By the time you turn around you realize what you've lost

For a moment you knew what you had,Now you forgot how you lost it

For a moment you cherished the wrong things,Now you've got what you deserved

For a moment you stick up your nose in pride,Now you crawl on the ground in tears

For a moment you thought It was perfect

Now, You know... You were wrong

ღ

XOXO's

THE END~~ HAHAHAHAH

Talking to the moon~

2010-11-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

Bruno Mars =D

Today again~ was cheer... Had some falls... but its alrite ^@^~ a reason why i love cheer~ haha tml i have to get up early to do hair in KL @.@~

WHY!?

My lips are half swollen.. and a lil red.. at the bottom.. lol~ I feel so bad and careless =/...sorry Charissa ~ My fault

OMG AN ANT!!!

shit dunno where it went... oh well =D

Im... sooooo sad/happy~ wahahahaha

listening to lovely/emo songs~ I LOVE BRUNO MARS~ he's MV for grenade seemes to not really make sense... but even if it doesn't make sense... it was so sad ='(

Yum~ toothpaste =3

GoodLuck SPM-ers! =D ya'll will do well ^@^~ wheee

Think my Dec will be booked everyday =(....I wanna game la... can't wait for my bro to come back from U.S!!! I wanna play OverLord!!! since i din get to finish it since he packed all his console games =(.... wheeee and also I missed him! ahahahaha...kinda.. in a way... weird.. but yeah i kinda do miss him!!! I HOPE HE GETS A GF SOON!!! I WANNA HAV A SISTER IN LAW THT I CAN STARE AT! LMAOOO~... ok ... guess she'd be creeped out by me ?.. =(

k la... its too early... im gonna TRY to sleep... hehehe.... after checking some pics out ^@^~

Gnite pplz~

Wish i had a camera =(...i dunno why..

hehehe

XOXO's

Sooo tired and crazy

2010-11-18T01:45:00.002+08:00

I'm... sooo tired... ~

Today was SOTA~

StateOfTheArtsKL~

1st part was ok la and funny...Paul Moss seemed diff from tv XD less scary i guess...Daphne Iking was hilarious!!! loved her to bits!!!

and the rest was okok~ hahah Was getting tired after..then last one was the Funny Botak guy who does stand up comedy!~ HE WAS SUPER FUNNY! gosh... Laughed till tummy pain! maybe tht's why im tired now...

Then after they had like a 2 or 3 hour break in between... so Me and Justin went to Pyramid to eat dinnar~~ and find jolene...

After tht~ We went back to church...By the first 5 minutes... the whole place was already packed!! gosh...lucky we lined up XD~

So blablabla all the performances were great =D Ran into missed faces~ Love the atmosphere of church when ppl are going around talking...Spotted J,E and D ;D hehehehe *inside joke with jolene*WAHAHAHHAHAAHH

was planning to sims the night thru.. butt...ishhh~ I had the urge to practice dance.. so i did.. then suddenly i'm on9... and got lazy..my ass was stuck to the chair d T.T soooo tired!! I think i'm falling asleep here...

zzz

k la... i go...

yeah i'll jus go first =D

...

XOXO's

Over dueee~

2010-11-15T04:17:00.006+08:00

TOILET~!

Haha this was taken at some toilet in an AMAZING hotel~

Its bigger than my room!!! =D ~ Girls jus love a pretty toilet ^@^~ *to camwhore toooo*

okaaaaeeeeeiiii~ This was like last month =P oct... Kraft's performance

Really long over due... hahahhaa

Love my team =) a bunch of colorful ppl~

*bruises* I love cheer ^@^~

*carpet burnnnn* REALLY~!!!

FLUFFY!!

Since my maid went back for holiday... food in the house has been sooo sad =(

I feel fat and broke...2 bad combinations!

Sometimes no food at home at all~! and not like I wanna go out to eat everyday D=

Family dinnar~

The BEAUTIFUL Caramel

Very pampered spoiled precious baby dog -.-~ insane devil~ wahahahaha

He likes to sleep on his back like a human~ i duno why =P

anddd he likes... things... on his... face????

A ramly burger~xtra cheese X3 wahahaha. I love it messy~!

Human like~

NINJA!

2 Ninja's and 1 Big Boss~ with cheese and bacon

This was all for me incase u wonder =D wahahahahahaha

Big boss~

Kayz i din eat all finish.. i ate big boss till like quarter left... then i left it... and ate finish the other 2 small ninja's~ rawr~!

Someone gave me roses ;D

nawwwhhh ... no one would be that nice to give me roses for no reason other than my mommy XD~ which was her's in the first place -.-~ buttt pretty yeah??? heheheheh~~

Kayzzz i shall blog about today =D since I never really always blog bout my everyday boring life hahahahahahaha -.-

Woke up...I forgot wat I did after that... But Somehow I went out after awhile.Met Chong...since he no car to go do his stuff... I'm such a good fren to Let him drive my car around =D,first we went to buy his bus ticket..It was starting to drizzle*still ok la*

After that we spent like 30 minutes plus going around ss15 and taipan looking for a place to eat... But me being grumpy*hungry* and picky*specific* I kept rejecting every place he suggested to go to... till i din really have appetite ..so I asked him go pay his saman at MPSJ first...

so off we went... He parked somewhere at the parking place... which is outdoors...*giggles* Then he went in... I DIN NOE HE'D TAKE SOOO LONG TO JUS PAY SAMAN.. soooooooooo~ by the time he was done...*doomed song plays* IT WAS RAINING LIKE BANJIR!!!! hahahahahah which i din noe was tht heavy... cuz earlier on when it was jus bout to start raining heavier... I saw this 3 woman walking so relaxingly to their car which was parked much further than where my car is

Then Chong kept asking me to drive to the shade place... But as I am... I din wan to ...And I din noe where the heck he was talking bout -.-~ when all he kept saying was ' the place there...The one got shade,neeeh near the field there ' =.= wat direction is tht la dei~?

So anyways he was like... k la... I walk... Tho I DID offer to bring unbrella to him.. but he was like nvm la...~ HAHAHAHAHAH ._.~

AND THEN

then

THEN RIGHT!!

*giggles*

He walked thru the rain...

and when he got in

...

*giggles louder*

He was like...stoned face,And I stunned staring at him...HE WAS soooo dripping wet.. like literally ...Its like he jus came out from a pool . i lmao-ed like shit while sticking tissue paper to him everywhere .. I REALLY DIN NOE IT WAS RAINING THT HARD~!!!LOL~!!!!! i felt really bad tho

Newayz... in the end we din get to eat cuz i had gym.. Gym was fun... i can tik tok easier now ..without freezing wahahaha~

after Gym i had to rush home cuz I forgot to bring my shoe's for cheer...so i was kinda late when i got bak since it was soo bloody jam! like since noon!! sooo irritating... but I wasn't driving neways heheheheh

Cheer was fun =D played the blind person game... really funny =P

Whee really happy bout all the new members who joined the team ^@^~

Hope next year's ppl who are coming and coming back will actually keep coming back -.-~

HEHE~ LOVES~

kayz... its late =D I shall SLEEP!

later~

XOXO''S

Sims3 craze~ 1

2010-11-07T02:54:00.014+08:00

Din take pics before this... BUT this is My daughter,Angel something i forgot

I dunno who the boy playing with her is -.-

So cute~

Her unmarried parents~ her dad's a bastard who has like 16 other kids with bout 4 to 5 diff womans~ wahahahhaaaaa u will see the main one in awhile

Erik Treasure the Sports legend ,Dad and Desiree Jewel the currently unemployed but will be a mad scientist later on..., mom

wheee

This is Agnus Crumplebottom~ The dad's other gf who he had 6 kids with... yay~

First child.. If I showed you the rest you'd get confused.. so =P

Mom's old -.-

Grow up ~

Angel Is now a teenager~ awww~

Tomboy teenager~

They're moving... Oh yeah dad grew old too ~

Angel met Aaron Rocker~

When they moved to their new house~

soo purty~

Angel grew again to a

Young Adult =D

Pretty~~

She loves painting and writing~

While Aaron loved to rock, And is now a rockstar~

Angel tried the military career? But it din work out.Then she joined the law inforcement career but quit to be a house wife~

Wheee proposed~

omg its so shiny~!

Hug me bitch~

okay~

Oh no... mom died in such a wreck -.-*results from some explosion at work*

I'm shinnyyy~~

Desiree: nooo don't let me diee... Grim : Go to hell Bitch!

i don't know why he cleaned my floor -.-

lalala~ I made her a pretty grave~

She was the sweet MAD scientist mother...

WHEEE better get married b4 dad dies too ~

pretty setting??? =D

Sometimes mom still comes to visit from the grave...

to watch tv???

and....sleep -.-..~~

But she has to return at sunrise

Angel ~

Morning sickness

SHE'S PREGNANT!!!

Pop~! here's the baby boy =3 and daddy Aaron

He's name is......... oh shit I forgot -.-

daddy Aaron is turning to an adult now~

WOW~!!!.... no difference -.-~

Till next time =)

XOXO's

2010-11-07T02:40:00.005+08:00

Hahahaha I've been harvestmoon snes crazy!! Been playing it less than week and I've finished a year in it =P

Snowless day~

Snow day

Snow night

sleepy time~

Look at my dog....

PONY! *now an adult horse *

CHICKEN!!

Cute cows~~~ All their names ends with a ♥

Ray♥

Pin♥

Gem♥

Pen♥

Bel♥

Min♥

HEHEHEHE!!!

Cute baby calf

PREGNANT COW SOOO CUTE!!! LIKE A BALLOON!!!

mY PRETTY itEmz !!!

hi..... ._.~

._.~ i think its a monkey....

XOXO's

2010-10-22T03:02:00.002+08:00

♥

J.Lewis... You're just soo irristable~!!

♥

I'm in love now ;D

♥

Sexy baby~On the dance floor~

Move your body~Stealing the whole show~

He's amazing~What more can I say~

That's my baby~Dancin' for me~

♥

oh man~~~

♥

hehehehhehehe....hey why am I so small -.-~

♥

wheeeeee

♥

hmm... nvm~lol... I LOVE J.LEWIS~ WAHAHAHAHAHAH~!!!!!!MINE! =P

♥

XOXO's

Stop trying to read me! for 'The older one'

2010-10-18T13:33:00.004+08:00

Just cause you watch those tv series doesn't mean you can read my face!!

Stop treating me as if I don't know how to take care of myself -.- ishhh.. I hate how you favor the goody one so much more... so what I've been ...a..err... I've had my bad times b4.. I've learnt from my mistakes..If you think you've never made any and wanna repeat history all over again fine do so...You treat me like a rebel bitch I'll bring all the way around and let history slap you in the face all over again

You've caused this to urself! If you knew how to handle us and not be soo freaking hard headed or even jus be a lil more open then maybe I could have turn out better not living with some regrets still in hand? Now I feel like crudz. Tho you treated me like crap last time I still maintained some things in tact and never did anything tht bad! I didn't need you to help me! Through all my feeling and thoughts! you were never there for me

I envy-ed all the good relationships I see my other friends having between them and the 'older ones' I don't exactly hate how I've turned out.But I hate what I had to go through.You think everyone has to go through with this?? You it was normal to treat me the way you did? There was a time that I felt happiest when I was away from it all...The dam best times of my life without any of you! I loved it...Cause not being with all of you made me feel more safe and secure...I wouldn't have to feel like I'm in prison..Even when the place sucked... I still enjoyed it more than where I was..A dark place that I'd jump away from.. Till today.. If I ever looked back.. I still can't thank you for what you did... Honestly... They tell me that I'd thank you one day for it...But that day still hasn't come... I'd probably never thank you for it.. Cause its one part of my life that ruined our relationship... You have no one else to blame but urself too...How could I ever lean on you for help when all I felt was fear from you? How Could I have ever come to you for help when I can't trust you? How can I be honest with you when I know you could never handle it without bursting out in anger and violence? Guess I know why I am who I am today from such great ....ermmm teaching skills?..... -.-

I can't say what , And I can't say who

But If you're smart.. You'd know what I'm talking bout... gtg now chaoz~

XOXO's

2010-10-13T13:38:00.000+08:00

XOXO's

Bubble dreams

2010-10-08T03:53:00.003+08:00

*crushed*

lol

...

What a jerk =(

Left me alone in the middle of the dark mornin...T.T WHY!?

I love lady gaga's song~

lalalala~

Had cheer pract today...How fun =3

Muscles alll freggin sore!!! And jus got bitten =P

soo stressed =( Performance on Monday....WEED!!!

I'm soo scared wei.... NUUUUUUUUUUUU~

I wan a rabbit =3

Can't sleep

But so tired

I wan ice cream

No i dun

OMG!BUTTERFLY!

WhY !?

I'm hotcold~

BUBBLEZ!

T.T

kayz

errr

yes

DOOFF

XOXO's

....

2010-10-07T11:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so scared

...

Pls pls pls don't let it be

...

I really can't handle this now

...

Haih

...

damnit

...

This seriously can't be happening

XOXO's

2010-10-02T01:08:00.002+08:00

Just cause it wasn't enough

There's a whole lotta things that I will forgive
But I just can't take a liar
I was by your side till the very end
Till you pushed me in the fire

I tried to believe you but something is wrong
You won't look in my eyes tell me what's going on

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said, that's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Chorus
Hurry up, hurry up
If you ever really cared about me
Tell the truth, give it up
You're still guilty cuz you're stuttering

Oh oh oh oh oh ey ey ey ey ey oh oh oh oh woah
Yeah you're stuttering
Oh oh oh oh oh ey ey ey ey ey oh oh oh oh woah
Yeah you're stuttering

Now the seconds turn into minutes now
But you won't give me an answer

You can tell me this, you can tell me that
But don't say you don't remember

Cuz I know you better than you know yourself
So don't say I'm crazy, I know very well

It's you and me against the world
That's what you said, that's what you said
If you can't be honest with me
Then I'm afraid this is the end

Chorus

I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now
The-uh-uh best thing you can do for me is just spit it out
I I I don't don't wanna hear your so-o-rry now
Stop stop stuttering your words
It's only making you look worse

Chorus

Keep on stuttering (yeah you're stuttering)
Keep on stuttering (yeah you're stuttering)

islyaa,thsb.biamyaw

2010-09-19T01:24:00.002+08:00

Imma blog bout this weekend~

Went to Genting on friday evening?...It was a total BLAST!!! hehehe super fun and also kinda scary~

I have rashes again T.T*gotta get shots soon*

last weekend went to genting then this week also went~ haha~ original plan was to go Melacca~~ But everything was very last minute and yeah...

We left bout 5 or 6?? and arrived bout 7 somethin,We got to our rooms and jus hung around,And waited for the rest to come

some of us took naps,After a short power nap,we continued on out to look for food and more food and snacks

Then THINGS started to happen.. scary things~

like Fire alarms going off,Doors unlocking itself...Chairs falling down!!*maybe i caused tht one..i 4got =3* It was sooo scary!!! dam wei ..never going bak to tht room again!!!....

After those scary things blablablablabla

Dun think I shud say~

Then yeah most of us crashed by 4 or 5 am or 6... I can't remember... I slept like a pig~ cause while everyone was laughing.. i could sleep through it~ And my room was the most happening yeah? ; ) . . .*most noisy one* it was super fun!

Then the next day we forced ourselves awake and all...so we can check out on time

Went to eat breakfast/lunch=Brunch at Old Town and after that we went to jalan jalan jalan~ till like 3 or 4....then went off back to earth~ eat then blablabla~

hahaha... can't wait till end of the year~ wahahahaha~ more trips to come~!!!

hehe

XOXO's

Its a lie of protection...

2010-09-15T03:19:00.002+08:00

It seems to be getting more obvious huh?.... I'm sorry... But its really complicated

And I hate the position I'm in now,Things were fine b4 YOU came in and blah everything...You've brought out the worst in me...And now cause you just couldn't shut up,You've made me the bad guy....FUCK! . . . Sometimes you shud jus keep ur fucking mouth shut.And not put ur motherfucking ass where it ain't suppose to be in.. FUCK YOU!

Sorry... wait no I'm not sorry...

FUCK YOU! FUCK OFF!

Really am upset...

And I'm really sry

ish...Seriously irritated d...its not easy for me... i'm sry... its complicated..And some things are jus better kept secret...esp when I don't want other ppl to be involved.. I can't explain why...But its best left not known... I'm sorry for not telling...But... I'm just in a messed up situation now..Damned lah...

sorry =/ I really deeply am...I jus can't...

and to you...FUCK U!

XOXO's

I'm sorry....Is my middle finger too small for you to see?

2010-09-09T02:04:00.004+08:00

Baby cause we're Soldiers in a war,And I ain't backin down~

But I don't wanna fight this kinda war~

Broken words,broken trusts I know

Sometimes a dose of 'SlipKnot' would do me well~

But for your case... nothing much helps at all

I know I'm angry,vulgar,brutal,Straight forward.

But it's what I put out to try to protect myself

I don't wanna be the soft push over anymore

I wanna be stronger than that

I won't give in anymore

XOXO's

2010-09-06T02:42:00.006+08:00

Just cause you do,Doesn't mean I do

Just cause you don't,Doesn't mean I Don't

I do but I don't

LOVE

What is your opinion about love? Love is not something you can always expect to come knocking At your door. Or something you can go looking for. Love is already all around you where you least expect it to be. It doesn't always have to be from the other half or From a romantic relationship. You can mostly find it at home with your family. Though going through all the rebellious years we're blinded by all the things that our family does like being always unfair and just plain old fashion. I guess their love really CAN be explained.. But this is my opinion. Love is undestructable,endless,beautiful.. It has no time,distant,and limit

It will always be there no matter what,It doesn't matter what you've done,or how long it makes you wait.Love is that strong.It comes from family,friends,and God~

Why look so far when you've already got love all around you?

Love won't need a reason.

1 Corinthians 13:1-8 and 13
"If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.... And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. the greatest of these is love."
.
XOXO's

Hello?

2010-09-05T13:28:00.003+08:00

Convo with my bro over the phone

Bro: are you going out?

Me: yes

Bro: What time?

Me: About 3 plus... WHY?

*hmmm* Bro: go at 4 la~

Me: -.- why?

Bro: I need you to help me bring my badminton shoes

Me: .... Can't you bring ur own shoes?

Bro: i'm already out and I don't wanna go back cuz its jammm~

Me: arghh~ where is the court?

Bro: at usj 17 there

Me: oh....Where's that?

*blablablabla*

Me: is it on the way to digital mall?

Bro: yaaa

Me: but which one?

Bro: its the one with the *i4gothisname* face poster...

Me: ok -.-

Bro: call me or SuZanne when you're coming

Me: ok

Bro: do you have SuZanne's number?

Me: no

Bro: ok then bye

*hangs up*

I just realised i forgot to ask where is his shoes.... oh wel~

XOXO's

Muax!

2010-08-22T22:36:00.002+08:00

Roses are Red,

Violets are Blue,

You're an ass,

So Fuck you =D

Lol k~~~ well I've been ...Not updating much~~ hehehe...I'm watching Ghost whisperer now... Since I haven't watched it since I bought it like last year??? hehehe~~~

ITS SOOOO SADDDD T.T!!!! almost every episode i cry!!! I need A hug!!!!!

Just kidding~ heheheheeeeeee....

Haih...I feel sooo!!!!.... Irritated... I wan to jump off......a.......bed~~ ._.~

lol...

My whole body is aching man~

okayyyy~~~ ermmm I actually watch Ghost whisperer too long d, so I forgot what I wanted to blog about...hahahahahhahah k la ~ byeee

XOXO's

Snail lil me~

2010-08-10T14:16:00.003+08:00

FLUFFY !!!

Dam staring at all these is making me hungry~~

*splat~*

*drools*

A pretty attractive pic~

Previously baked muffins!! wheee~ they're gone now =/

Played with dry ice ^@^~

LOL long time ago... But!! hehehe Thanks Jolene babe!!! I love you~! hahaha I still dun dare to consume it... its too precious ~!! T.T

raaaa~

I haven't been taking much pics... mostly cause my phone is dying... so its hard to support its precious fragile neck -.-~ Waiting for new phone... well I don't really have any phone in mind.. sooo~~~ I'm waiting for something to catch my eye...I feel so wat wat when I use my phone in public XD... I feel like when ppl look at my phone they'd either think 'Wahlaoeh this girl so poor meh ? use tape to support the neck' or 'Wah! wat this girl do to her phone la?' T.T~~ I love my phone!! i doo!!! it jus doesn't want me~~ It wants me to move on~ wahahaha~ nawwwhhh I still love my phone.. .tho its dying.. I shall keep for as long as i can~ hehehe~

I feel fat these days lorh.. =(.... Also I think I lack of sleep... I feel like snail... I can't move as fast d... and also like... very blur case all the time! ...well maybe that's normal... but like...when ppl talking.. I forget easily wat they said.. or wat i said...or like i din hear wat they said at all XD.... well.. could be normal also i dunno... I dunno lorh... hmm... hehe

I'm hungry man!!! I scared I'd get nitemares sleeping later wif an empty tummy =( but if I eat too full oso will get nitemares... well it doesn't matter... tots in my head has been giving nitemares... but not bout monsters and ghost ...tht's a good thing... hehe... hard and lazy to explain everything!... rawr~

XOXO's

Getting more and more frustrated

with you guys these days,

assholes.Don't call urself a friend to me k?

Cause ur not my friend type.

I did it for you whats a realistic blog with out emotions? ;D

2010-08-02T03:04:00.003+08:00

Minutes turn to hours
Hours turn to days
Knew what I had to do
Couldn't find the words to say
Had the perfect story
Stories have an end
Had to turn the page cause
To keep you was a sin oh ~

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you) Oh ~
For you ~

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~

I could say I'm sorry
Wouldn't mean a thing
Tell you what you want to hear
Baby what you wanted wasn't for me
Held you by a string
Had to cut you loose
Cause forever something we can't be

You know I loved you with
(Everything that I had)
But what you needed I
{Couldn't be, held you back)
I cared enough about you
To give you the chance
To find someone who care

I broke your heart
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
(I did it for you)
Just walked away
(I did it for you ) Oh
For you

You wouldn't want my everything
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you ~

They say the ones that you love
Are the ones you hurt the most
For all the pain that I've caused you
Baby I'm sorry ~

I did it for you~
(I did it for you)
Tore us apart
I'm so sorry babe
(did it for you)
Just walked away
I did it for you, for you ~

You wouldn't wanted my everything, everything ~
(did it for you)
Someone you knew that I couldn't be
(did it for you)
Why don't you ever understand me
But its true, its true
I did it for you, for you ~

Hehe~

Don't really know where I'm going with this

Why are these words so small~ =B

So cute!

teehee

*weak when it seems strong*

*softer when it seems rock hard*

*Heartbroken when it seems like there's nothing to fix*

*Gone when you think its still there*

*Doesn't make sense when you've said it all*

*Falls down just as you turn around*

Nothing is that easy to figure out

Nor solved

The hardest things could be done so easily when you try hard enough...No matter what it is

Everything happens for a reason

Even the stupidest things happens for good reasons

You'd be stupid if you try to assume some other stupid reason for why it happened

You'd be stupid if you think we'd tell you why

You'd be stupid to let go,even so to hold on

bah your stupid anyways =)

'A broken relationship is like a broken mirror,Its best to leave it,rather than hurting yourself trying to fix it'

A msg to total Jerks

Go Jack urselves

XOXO's

today.... that day... marks it all

2010-07-28T03:02:00.003+08:00

Whoops hahahaha sry wrong pic... But since he's smelting hot imma leave it tht way XD~~!!!

Its been 1y...=D

I'm alive! lol...

You leave me speechless

Your smile,your eyes,your lips*oooo*,your scent,your touch,your voice,your laughter,your love...I do miss them I won't lie =)

Your smile , Seemed like the brightest smile I ever have seen

Your eyes , could sparkle in the darkest of night

Your lips , errrrr....

Your scent , delicious and addictive when you held me close

Your touch , the warmth and comfort it made me feel

Your voice , Sound of joy it brings

Your laughter , squeeky and cute

Your love , irreplaceable

I wouldn't change all the GOOD memories~ hahaha~^@^~

And I can't change what happened... =)

I'm just writing this for the sake of writing how I feel

I still remember the last words you said...I don't know why! =P

teeeheee ok lah

My butt is seriously numb from sitting here too long d... GNITE!!!

XOXO's

I never told you - Colbie Caillat

How did I get here?

2010-07-21T02:02:00.006+08:00

Babe Christine!! I look ughh under the sun ._.~~!!!

Gays...LOL JOKES!!!!

Paintballers who brought their poms XD~

The final game.. I got shot straight to my fingers...Dun ask how -.-~ battle wound~ feel so man~

2 of my old phones which my maid now uses..lol the nokia was previously broken or spoiled but she fixed it.. then its still broken after a month or so~ HEHEHE~

snow flake my style~ BUBBLES!!!!!

lol..Japanese sweet dessert from Pavillion...RM6~ fuuu... money fly like water

cutted hair with GORGEOUS Boyfren Fen

shud I keep the bangs?

Ate at frames with my babe~

WATHEPEANUT IS THIS???~ lol...ITS DELICIOUS!!!

My babe Kim~ HEHEHE... u look cute la.. dun kill me for this ~ hehehe

AWWWW MY SWEET CUTE FLUFFY BABY CARAMEL!!!! rawr~ ITS SO FLUFFY I'M GONNA DIE!

...

So I've been thinking of privating my blog...I feel like I don't want certain A-holes to read this... esp when I recently suspect SOMEONE has been reading me...=P maybe I'm jus too paranoid? But I shouldn't care if tht person is reading.. lol

But tht's not the only thing...I feel like whenever I write something emo or watever.. someone....SOMEONE...thinks I'm writing about the certain SOMEONE~ get it?? LOL! i hope you don't~ XD

Hmm.. Some words to you... Yeah you... I wanted to regain our friendship...But I'm soo fucking ticked by all your emotions... I tried to ignore the fact tht you were putting on 2 faces... But I jus started to get more and more ticked off.. And the fact of how rude you are...You get me so confused sometimes... Who knows who you intend to piss off... But I'm pissed... And I really don't want be upset anymore... Its effecting me deeply... Maybe I'll talk to you again when you hav chilled.. Or If I chill...Unless you have something nice to say to me again...You HAVE changed...I hate the way you are now...You're not the same... So talk to me again when you find you

XOXO's

It was you and me against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said?

Was it something that I did?

Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful~

There's just too much that time cannot erase

2010-06-29T14:40:00.001+08:00

Happy~

T.T~

*I was yawning*~

Green is the new pink~

During one of the cheer practs.. I got scratched on da back~ yeahhh another man bubu~ Now i hav like tons of bruises on my leg and my bum from slipping in the toilet tht day ._.~

Dennis bullying my mommy Jolene~ HAHAHA~

EMO!

HEHE sooo cute laaa!!!! ish...

....hmmm...

YEAH...... unhealthy but balanced out with some healthy things tooo~~ Very organic bread with normal eggs mixed with a lil milk,black pepper,tobasco and sprinkled with parsley~ then unhealthy fried bacon~ bleh~ WHEEE~ I'm hungry T.T

...

JUSTIN BIEBER IS SOOOO HOT!!

Anyways~ I can't see the right side of life anymore....cuz..

haih....MY NECK HURTS~ lol.. XD I think I slept wrong way??? Dunno but since noon it got worst... But I still manage to do stunts in cheer but juz felt very insecure and din do tht well ... learned a few new things like....I FORGOT the names.. hahaha tried to do cupie but my legs wouldn't stay together XD HEHEHEHEHEH.... sowwweeee ~ I din keep my upper body tite enuf... so hopefully next month can try again =3~ teeheee~

I do love cheer all so very muchie!

PEACE OUT!

XOXO's

Gecko's, Watch Out! cause we're SMOKING HOT!

2010-06-28T11:01:00.008+08:00

Gecko's has been performing in the Curve since June 12th every weekend till July 11th~ 1Pm and 4PM~

...

Its been uber fun and awesome!!! nerve wrecking at the beginning but starting to feel more relaxed ^@^~~ I love GECKO's!!!

Me and len not having enuf sleep the previous nite~ Lesson learned~

Not the whole team but Jus the team members tht preformed at the curve ^@^~~~

...

Oh and not forgeting Keegan! our?? manager??? something? lol~~

SCALE~

Hot babe in the GECKO's!!

Gecko babes~

Ppl keeps asking me where and why did I cut my hair

Well I was modeling for Toni and Guy~ So they cut my hair watever way they wanted to~

Arghhh~ this makes me hungry~~ Mac and Cheese~

Empire shopping gallery!!! THE TOILETS ARE....BEAUTIFUL!!

Mirrors EVERYWHERE!

I luvvv playing in Toy's 'R Us~!! hahaa

Before i cut my hair~

Look wat I found lurking in the living room~

A BRUSH!

wut~~

I've been so randomly given a new nickname...'Hannah pepperQuek~'

...

Just cause I love black pepper all so very muchie!!! hehehe~ oni the ones in McD's~

WTD

Wan

Die???

hehe~ My brother commented 'STUPENDOUS PARKING!!!'

NEWAYS! tonite is cheer pract...so excited!! I love it!! I wish pract was 3 times a week! wahahahaha... I wanna improve so badly!! I love cheer so very much even if I fall or get cuts and bruises~ *so man* I loveeeeyyy it!!! Gecko's are one small but big family!!! Do feel welcome to join us~ wahahahah!!!

XOXO's

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,But it's alrite Because I like the way it hurts

2010-06-20T01:01:00.003+08:00

I'm so sick of feeling like this k?!

I'll make it super CRYSTAL FUCKING CLEAR TO YOU...

I'm not Bloody attached yeah? NONE! I don't care anymore if you still don't believe me

I don't even know if I know you anymore

I'm even declaring it here K!?Urghh... can't believe how much I let you get to me

I hate you for who you've become

Peace

Effing

OUT!

..|..

Set me straight...I don't give a FUCK~

2010-06-14T17:42:00.002+08:00

Ur the worst actor ever... I was starting to feel better about you... Till I found out something... Ur such a typical jerk you noe tht?? Some friend you are... Saying you're not THAT or THOSE kinda guy? U r such an ass for hiding behind a transparent mask... I wouldn't wanna talk to you ever again... But I jus need to chill out for now... If you think I'm lying or if you think I'm covering you don't even know the real story... So much has been going on... And now you're one of those things that just ticked me off the most

...

I wish I could jus slice ur fucking fake face off...

...

Sorry if I'm using inappropriate words... But I really can't take it anymore... I need to release it out...HEHEHE~

...

I still wanna slash ur face off

...

Keep on hiding...Keep on lying...I bet u'll do well in the future... really... I'm so close to hating you all over again...If you really don't like the way I am then don't fucking lie...Jus get lost from my life k? I have no room in my life to keep enemies...I would love being friends with you if u weren't such a pathetic liar...ur probably gonna read this and wonder if its about you... PFFTTT as if I'd tell you...effing JERKS!

...

or jerk..

...

PFFT!

...

watever...I'm chilling out...Ur dead to me...tho as much as I wish u were really dead...I'd rather not wish it...even tho i jus did...and i dun wanna take it bak BUTT~ watever~

...

kayz bye~

...

XOXO's

Din think so,but wanna believe it so... c3

2010-05-30T20:38:00.008+08:00

There are like tons of these...around my house...They like to take a night walk thru my house in the hall too... every night also can see them crawling soo freely~

wuuu~

There were alot of dead ones outside my house ...hehehe wonder how they died XD

*smushed*

*squashed*

Look...a candy cane~

YUMMERS all the way from San Francisco~!!!

T.T soooo goooddd...

Anyways for C3 I had to braid my hair~ hehehe...Which is still in braids now.. I feel soo used to it d...I'm scared of how messy it'll be once i take it out -.-~

Hot Babe Christine showing a pouty face~

I feel sooo RnB

CHEER!!! first day =3

Gecko!! *tsk tsk tsk tsk*

I gots da bubu's~

taddaaaaa I'm not telling you how i got it !

I look like a lil kid here...HAHA Chiew Foong soo badly wanted to take a pic with me doing a cradle XD~ My sweet spotter christine!

buuuuu timing!!!!

see how cacat my feet was???!! Yet i still can stand...This is wat happens when the bases take their eyes off the flyers -.-~ CACAT~~

Cheer face!

We got 2nd place!!! wheee=3 ~~ Awesome for us newcomers!! hehe~~!! First place was rebels~ we dun expect to beat them wei -.-~ maybe next year??? HEHEHE~

It heavy....BUT SHINY~~~~ *.*

...

Haih~ here comes the emo part!!!

Thought I knew you... Thought so much more better out of you... Or maybe not...Well doesn't matter...I told you in the beginning... This could have happened...And Now you've lost any chance of even me trusting you that easily anymore

...

I felt so disturbed by it till I literally feel so sick...I thought I was jus too tired at first... But Really it was cause you really disappointed me...F U! . . sry~ im still a lil pissed =3

...

I'm listening to eamon-don't want you back ....hehehe so dun mind me ~

...

I don't understand... I feel like history is repeating itself....I noe wat I would tell myself... I noe what I shouldn't do...But...I'm only human...I'm too soft...=( I'm clueless now...I...

BLAH....Dun wanna talk about it anymore... I'm gonna watch some horror movie....BYE!...

XOXO's

JERK~ XD

2010-05-28T02:19:00.003+08:00

Excuse the scary freaky pic~ hehehe... i like it XD~

Neways I've been getting my sleeping time better... but for today I'm still up cause I'm kinda nervous... Tml is mat testing at 1U.... then Sat is the comp... geez.... I'm sweating thru my hands already... I hope I don't mess up...I WON'T I WON'T !!!...@.@~~

Well anyhooo~~ my main point for blogging is about JERKS!!!

Or also known as Boys...Guys not man..

Whats the difference?? Well you tell me~

How do you define the difference between a Man and a Boy...Does a Man have to pay for the whole date? Or the first to sms or call you...A man who takes responsibility for his actions...Knows how to touch a girl? *not jus physically-.-* Knows how to treat a girl? Can provide for her financially and mentally and emotionally ? and...other...ally... ._.~

Then whats a boy??? An immature , irresponsible , childish , selfish person? How does a boy ever learn to grow up?? seriously... Like does he have to get some hard hitting of reality before he realises how much time he has wasted being such a kid?

I really don't get it... When a man says 'I love you' You can really see in his eyes... That he means it for all the right reasons...Not jus cause you're beautiful,hot,sexy,smart,cute,funny or watever... Jus cause Everytime you're both apart...He misses you...He misses you being in his arms...Missing you to do that embarassing thing tht he finds irresistably adorable... Missing every lil flaw you have that makes him smile...

But When a Boy says 'I love you' he maybe mean it...But not from his heart...But only cause he thinks he's really in love...If he really loved her...He wouldn't always wanna stick to her like glue...Not giving her space to breath or even the chance to miss you... Its jus gonna get irritating BOY~ . . . Being in love means learning to let go sometimes... You're gonna miss her...Which makes things awesome... cause she wants you to miss her! not stick with her everywhere she goes!! . . . She wants you to always think of other before yourself... Being selfless...

There's a difference between you caring for her and you thinking that you're caring for her , but in reality... you are just controlling her ~ BIG NO!!!!FREAKING BIG NO

Its like when she goes out till late with her friends...And you advice her not to stay out too late...And to let you know when she's home...That's caring for her...On the other hand If you tell her something like 'Its late you better go home now!' don't freaking force her...esp with anger! If you say it like you're advicing her and in a sweet gentle tone... there's more chances she will listen to you and still love you in the end XD~~~ seriously~!

Oh yeah... Girls don't like emo guys... Its such a buzz kill! party pooper!! dead fish! .

Nobody wants to feel down when they're in a good mood...You emo-ing to ur girl is not good... unless u r sharing ur probs with her so she can understand ur situation a lil bit better... dun freggin lie about it -.-~ If ur not gonna tell her about why u r emo then don't even bother talking to her...Its not like she's gonna be psychic and noe whats wrong and wat to do immediatly...

geez~

hmmm... I dunno where I'm goin with this d XD~ jus had alot to get out of my chest...Boys are jus Immature lil beings... sometimes I start to think...Maybe I should try to explore...Like See how older men are like... and compare with younger boys... Since so far -.-~ ehem... nvm~~

HEHEHHE~wow .... my butt is numb..... whoaaa... i can't feel it....

...

dude~~

it feels awesome....HAHAHAHA!! sounds wrong but NO! its jus feeless~ k?!

-.-~

ok larhhh~ u dirty minded JERK!=3 gonna try to roll over my bed and sleep~

I love you!

succkkaaaa

XOXO's

Stop talking that bla bla bla~~~Happy bday Babe Jolene!!!

2010-05-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

This is my girl XD~~~ latest drawing.. In the beginning her nose was bloody ugly~~

Then i tried to shorten it abit

And abit more =P

tadddaaaa~~~ she's ugly XD~~~~ hahahahahahahaha

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bleheheheheh a big shout out to~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE MOMMY!!!! ^@^~~~ I LOVE YOU!

HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN BABE~~~

Please wait for your gift yeah??? HEHEHE~ =3 I'm still... not sure what to get you yet... hehehehe~~

Hav another fulfilling year!! have a blessed year baby!!!!! wheeeee ^@^~~~I LOVE YOU!!!!

that's all for now folks~~ hehehehe~~

XOXO's

juz cuz we are related...Juz cuz i love to eat...sports day 10'...insomnia returns

2010-05-19T03:28:00.000+08:00

My poo and my mom's poo~lol~ both given as gifts from my bro Nik~

Go green~

It happens when we are in a jam

We act...

Like idiots

And you can't do nothin bout it~

Juz cuz we're awesome tht way~

*roll rolls twist twist*

TAAaaDDAAaA~~~

Seriously

Red light green light! Red light green light!

Looneeyyyyy~!!!

Mothers day dinner a Lacherratas*i dunno how to spell so screw it*

Alot of CHEESE~ YUMMMERSS!!

Meet Adriel~

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Sports day... Got like freggin sun burn on my back becuz i was protecting my toes more -.-~ urghhh~ i tot my hair wud cover my back... guess it din T.T i hav a freggin tan line... and now i'm like triple tanned cause of Sunway Lagoon yesterday oso...BUT IT WAS AWESOME FUN!!

My dear kimmy on her Blackberry constantly!!!! and to the right is my dear gay bestie smurf =3 *he's not really gay*

Me helping teacher with the satays~

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well not really... But i did abit! XD serves him right for bullying me~ =P and constant teasing about me being a natural blonde! bluekkkssss!!

Wohoo~ free of slave labor~ XD

I was squeezing myself under the shade from the sun XD

My babe b4 her match~ sooo proud of them!!! USJ for the first time in a long time for netball division won 1st place against PJ !!! Pj who's always the winning team previous years while we stood in 2nd place~ ITS SUCH A CINDERELLA STORY!! XD USJ got 1st place for netball,football,and basketball man!!! WOOTS~ wish i could hav played netball this year T.T oh well~~ hahaha they did superbly awesome!!!! super proud of them!!!

I wanna die laying in your arms

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I wanna be looking in your eyes

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I wanna be there for you

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sharing in everything you do~♥

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You're everything I can have

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But the only one I can't be with

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XOXO's

Bcuz I said so! ^@^~ bday bash splash lash!

2010-05-15T00:04:00.006+08:00

My latest~ i drew from left to right~ i got lazier~ so the more lazy i got the... bad-er it looked XD~

Blurs~ sowee~

My mommy =3

Made by my super creative babe Bell~

Lady Gaga inspired~

W.O.W

Lol sry forgot to rotate pic... too lazy XD

My bday jus passed~

*bluek*

Got sabo~

Bday cake from daddy =3

Super sweet T.T I love my daddy~

Played new map in L4D 2 called 'The Passing' They hav a witch bride wearing CLOTHES! and has blonde hair...ish and i though her not wearing anything was weird XD.... even some of the zombies were wearing formal clothes

Even ppl from L4D 1 was in it... but oni 3 of em... hmm.. who's missing?

Wheeee~ so been busy wif studies... been sick... so i've been studying sooo much tht its amazing ...For ME!!! hehehe~ I feel so nerd~ but i enjoy it... I get to stay home =) I actually enjoy being at home people!!!!

Neehooo~ a week after getting flu i got High fever and kept throwing up the whole day...Which everyone thought was good XD~ while i hated it... cuz there goes my meds... and it hurts T.T i was having some pain while breathing .. ouch~ and kept sweating but feeling cold and rolling around cause there was no comfy spot =( ~ I NEED MY COMFY SPOT! well tht was yesterday~ hehe I FEEL MUCH better today yo~ jus having a lil headache

Mom Told me not to go sports day tml... but i want to... feel bad not listening to her... cuz somehow no matter how much i wanna go... I feel like she's right... since i hav a prob wif mornings and my tummy being weak in da morning...~ alot of times i'd get cold sweat and eventually if i dun lay down i'd collapse~

HEHE~

Well my mom and dad jus left =( to their 2 weeks business trip...WHEEEE but no... now I'm scared to go downstairs alone while its all dark... when my daddy used to be in the office doing work till 3 or 4 am in da morning =( its so scary now tht i hav use Caramel as my weapon of defense incase anything pops out and scare me... hehe~

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I shud probably sleep d... but i can't!!!! i woke up like in the bloody bright noon!!! T.T~~~ i shud sleep... i hav to ...booo~

oh hav i mentioned?

JUSTIN BIEBER IS EFFING HOT!!!!!

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LIKE SIZZLIN~! *squeeks*

Hehehe~

till next time u nonsense!

XOXO's

Multicolored~ I love staying home in the afternoons.Feels homey

2010-04-24T15:20:00.004+08:00

Me and mom taken like somewhere last year XD

wheee~~ listening to one and only by teitur~ so sweet man~ !!

If my boyfren cud play the guitar and sang me my list of love songs I'D MARRY HIM!! hahahahahah!!!

Ermmm since I'm still free~ i might as well blog as much as I can~ Whenever i can

Tml sunday goin to I.U night..Then Thursday to Belinda's college prom~ woohoo.. I'm dateless...as always T.T~

But its fine~ who needs a man??? WHAHAHAHAHAHAHA T.T

urmmm.. Goin church later... Got special speaker... Hui Fen said he acts very funny and cute..

*nyom nyom nyom*

My kakak gonna cook nasi degang! YAY~!! i almost wanted to skip church jus to eat...silly me~ BUAHAHAHAHAHAH~ but no... I need to fulfill my building fund d =(.... I also din noe how much i put... sobs... then i din noe now oni so little fulfilled... SO I SHALL GIVE EVERYTHING TODAY!!!! *picks money from ang pau's* =D one of the only reason to pick on my ang pau~ heheheheheh~

GECKOS

Pressure from cheer... one month plus left...=( *walks up and down stairs* I pray to God I'll do well... T.T

I can feel my tummy wanting to run away...

nuuuuu~

hehe~

ermm... I think i gtg d...Need to wake my bro up and get ready for church...He's probably not coming-.-~ sooo blehh~

XOXO's

darkest of them all~ hugs like oh my gawd~

2010-04-21T20:54:00.008+08:00

Ok like I'm sooo over due to updating.. Juz cause im like UBER busy!!!. My bro's bday in march~

Went to eat sushi wif Zoe dear sis~

she ate the salmon only -.-~ 2 girls eating the buffet thingy~

Bro's bday cake!

Yup... tht's my BROOO~~ ^@^~

I guess we are related ?

Caramel enjoyed the party tooooo~~~

well not really =B

After cheer i went to church to watch them practice for asia conference T.T~~~

lol ... I was jus sittin in the seat pretending to feel how it was like to drive XD

Baby hat!!! so cute!!

heheheh

Big tobasco!!! @.@ gosh i'm salivating!!!

April 17th went to Monash uni to cheer for their sports day...DAM HOT MAN!!! sweating like crap!!!

All the girls are soooo GORGEOUS!!!! I'm like the darkest T.T ~

The guys are super awesome and Leng Chai'z!!! ^@^

Praying~

U can see my ribs ~ i wasn't really sucking in... seriously!!! my ribs are like... so out!!!

My 'V' is retarded as usual~

Lol funny ppl randomly coming in~

I fail in jump shots man ~

Like seriously!! the 2 infront of me did it so prettily!!! I'm like squeezing my face in~ hahahaha

*blink shot*

I love the skirt soo much... T.T

Attempt to do bow and arrow~ *fail*

I give up~ ...there's the bow... no arrow XD

PHEWWWW~ i din upload ALL the photo's...but~~~ I hav lots goin on... pressure is on for C3 ... sien... can't go Asia Conference =(.... ppl are tellin me tht there will always be a next year for C3... But A.C is like... different every year T.T WAHLAUEH!!!!!! =( its ok... i'll be loyal to my team~ HEHEHEHE... haih... costume not even confirmed yet...!!! need to get it done soon d man!!!

freck balls!!! URANUS~HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH~

Hmmm...

I hav like I.U nite this Sunday then prom on next Thurs...wow... WHY!?. . . ~

fuuuu~

kayz imma watch gossip girl~

PEACE~

XOXO's

*~♥~*Exiled*~♥~*

Bullets Family

I FUCKING LOVE THEM~!!!

What can I say?

I've been BUSY!

Quicks update *MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS~~*

I'VE DECIDED~!!! unless i change my mind =D

Talking to the moon~

Sooo tired and crazy

Over dueee~

Sims3 craze~ 1

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Stop trying to read me! for 'The older one'

Bubble dreams

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Its a lie of protection...

I'm sorry....Is my middle finger too small for you to see?

Hello?

Muax!

Snail lil me~

I did it for you *whats a realistic blog with out emotions? ;D*

today.... that day... marks it all

How did I get here?

There's just too much that time cannot erase

Gecko's, Watch Out! cause we're SMOKING HOT!

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn,But it's alrite Because I like the way it hurts

Set me straight...I don't give a FUCK~

Din think so,but wanna believe it so... c3

JERK~ XD

Stop talking that bla bla bla~~~Happy bday Babe Jolene!!!

juz cuz we are related...Juz cuz i love to eat...sports day 10'...*insomnia returns*

Bcuz I said so! ^@^~ bday bash splash lash!

Multicolored~ I love staying home in the afternoons.Feels homey

darkest of them all~ *hugs* like oh my gawd~

~♥~Exiled~♥~

Quicks update MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS~~

I did it for you whats a realistic blog with out emotions? ;D

juz cuz we are related...Juz cuz i love to eat...sports day 10'...insomnia returns

darkest of them all~ hugs like oh my gawd~